6.26.2008

realization...

I'm scared. No, I'm terrified. I've been having Braxton Hicks contractions for months now, but the closer I get to August, the more they remind me of the real thing. How is it that I am more fearful the second time around? With Jenna I was anxious but excited. This time I'm flat out apprehensive and panicky. All of a sudden, I'm kind of wishing that August were farther away.

1 comment:

Mama Lois said...

Just remember, every little contraction you have is one less you will have to have in labor. You will probably even dilate some since it is your second baby. That means you'll get your epidural sooner. :)